Something feels wrong, is it my imagination?
I have been reading people's stories and hope to get some advice. I have a boyfriend and he is younger than me. He will be turning 20 this year. We met in February. Through that month we saw each other at events, but didn't really get a chance to talk to each other.
Previous to going out on a date, at first we sent emails back and forth. Then, we started talking on the phone for many hours. Some days we would talk really late into the night. During the third week of march we decided to meet up and hang out just the two of us. That night we didn't do any more than talk, sit, and hug each other. He talked about the future and said that if I needed to leave town for school, that I should. I asked him if he would follow if that happened, and he said that if we were serious at that time he would follow me.
The next night we met at a mutual friend's party. After, the two of us left the party to spend some more time together and met up at a different location and talked. After talking for a while, he asked to give me a kiss, so we did and started making out. He asked if he could touch the area between my shoulders (if you know what I mean) and I wasn't sure. He ended up doing so.
Then a couple of days later we went to watch a movie and started making out in the theater (my initiative) and then after the movie too (just happened). It started getting really late so I went home. We met again a couple days later and started to watch a basketball game, but got hungry so went out to eat at a restaurant. Two days after that we met up at school among our friends. Then we went by ourselves to talk some more. At that point he asked me what I felt about sx. I told him that I didn't want to do it. Events transpired and he asked me if I wanted to see it. I didn't say anything at first, but then I said OK. I saw it, then he wanted me to feel it. I did feel it. We didn't do more, and I went home. A couple days later he told me that he loved me. Then, we went out a week later on a date. I had heard that there was a party for a mutual acquaintance. I waited for him to tell me about it, but he didn't say anything. Near the end of the date I asked him if he was going to go. He told me he was. I said that I wanted to go too. He told me that I shouldn't. We got into a discussion about it. I ended up staying home. He called me later to tell me that he was leaving soon. I heard later from mutual friends that he stayed late. The next time I saw him, I asked him about the party. I don't know. I feel like he's becoming distant. I asked him if he's OK and if things are OK, but he says that everything's fine and nothing's wrong. I'm worried.