My girl cheated when I got locked up
I went to jail for about a year and my girl was with two other people. The first time she told me that it was a big mistake and she was sorry, but then she did it again. I was getting letters and calls but then all the sudden it stopped. She said that she was going to come see me on my b-day to figure it all out and talk to me. So my dumb took the people who really loved me (family) off the visitation list and put her down. She didn't show up,which really added to all the pain but on top of that she wouldent even pick up the ohone to give me any reason at all. That's when I found out later by her that she was seeing the second guy. I got out and got back with her when I haven't talked to her in months, what am I thinking? Anyway things just don't feel the same I feel so ashamed that I'm with her but still don't want to hurt her by leaving her. But when is enough enough? All I can do is think about how she left me when I was down and out, to me that's just not love. Your supposed to be there for someone when there down not kick them. I'm just confused, there are other women who try to talk to me but I won't do that cause I don't want to hurt her. What is wrong with me and what should I do?