I'm 13 I've been diagonsed with depression and my mom and dad both think I am not depressed and I cry every night argue with my girlfriend for no reason sometime I hate myself and so on and so forth but my parents won't get me anti-depressents and I don't know what to do becaue I've hurt them enough and don't want to hurt them even more (they caught me cutting doing weed having sex and so on) and I always fake being happy and I can't stand it any longer

What do your parents say when you tell them you are depressed? How do they feel about all of your behavior? Have you seen a psychiatrist?

Im so sorry to hear your feeling this way. It is important to have feelings such as yours validated, to help you to understand them and work through them. Can you talk with a school counselor? Nothing to be ashamed of, what would be a shame is if you didn't ask for help! That is your right!