I miss my dad very much... before to die, our life was wonderful... But after he died for two years , our lives have become hell... Always thinking of suicide... Or to run away from home... But I can't leave my sister alone small... Big sister is always created problems... My mother crying all the time for this case... Studies have failed to... Is the only thing requested by me is my dad... But we have begun to fall... I do not know to what end this way... I have a pain... please help

You should get some professional help. Go see a counsellor or a therapist to help you cope with your loss.

How old are you?

It hurts to lose someone, especially a parent. I know, I lost both my parents within 6 1/2 months of each other.

Do you have anyone that you're close to that can help you get through this?

Would you consider going to a therapist, I think it would help.

I am very concern about you since you mention suicide. If your in the US call these numbers: The suicide hotline @ 1-800-273-talk or 1-800-999-9999.

You should see a grief counselor asap because I know it is hard to lose someone. When my grandma died it caused me to be depressed and made me isolate myself from everyone else. It took me a while but I finally accepted her death and know she is in a better place and is with me in spirit.