Me and my ex went out for almost 2 years. She broke up with me for I don't know why. We had so much fun together. We had our moments when we argued but who doesn't. I was always there and vice versa. She was acting weird the weeks before the break up yet I didn't respond because I was getting ready for school and basketball season. Anyway, she sends me a text saying she doesn't want to be wit me anymore. When I went to go talk to her she told me she dumped me because she couldn't get over my past mistakes that I made over a year ago. I mean I made mistakes during the relationship that I shouldn't have done. Yet I never cheated, nor lusted over another girl. All my attention was on her. It hurt me because she never came to me about that problem. She also had a daughter and she said that I'm not ready to be a father. After hearing all of this I was hurt very bad because I put 100%. I am in college about to graduate in may, play basketball, and don't have a lot of money. Yet I used almost all my money my relatives gave me, loan money, and scholarship money to help her get her life together. She didn't have no car, home, nor job yet I was there by her side 4rm when she was pregnant and not having anything at all to me helping her find a job, her getting a car, and basically getting her life together. I tried to get her back but she wouldn't come back.
I was so hurt that I would cry almost every night. It sucked for me that I gave the relationship my all and get dumped. I couldn't speak to her ever because the hurt would come back if I thought of her. After 7 months of talking to other girls I still couldn't find a girl like her. Then all of a sudden she sends me a text on myspace asking me how I'm doing. It kind of threw me off. I didn't think we would ever talk again. Im about to graduate from college this may and I found it weird that she would message me. I responded to it and we had a normal conversation. Afterwards I couldn't help but think if she is over me or does she miss me like I miss her?? Its like I really don't want to talk to her, yet I'm very tempted to ask why she really dumped me. The excuses she gave me was to lame and I know there is more to it. Yet I'm scared to get hurt knowing that she may have cheated on me. I mean I made mistakes in the relationship. Like I said I didn't cheat on her yet for some reason she always thought I was trying to. She told me she couldn't trust me but I don't know why
My question is... should I contact my ex even though she put me through a lot and she contacted me first??