Here is my story:
I work for a CPA firm. We moved to a new location last winter. Next door to us is a music industry, with mostly men. They are a very friendly down to earth kind of guys. But there's big differences in personality and the environment as you can understand. They are a loud bunch and constantly sounds like they are having a good time in the office. Talking most of the time at work, very laid back. Now, I know this because both of our companies doors are always open, so where I sit, which is next to the door I can see partially the inside of their front office. Our office, the firm, is most of the time quiet, people are very serious, and not talking. By the way, I have a very uptight boss.
Anyway, there's a guy in that office, who has been very friendly from the start. We both come in early to work before anyone else is there, so usually we have small conversations and flirt a bit with each other. The last couple of months, a feeling for him has been building up. And the more I like him and so attracted to him, I've developed this complex where I get so shy, it's totally uncontrollable. When he comes next to me or looks at me a certain way, I feel like I'm trembling. And I mean that literally. I've noticed my hands tremble. This is so frustrating. I'm sitting there talking to him and I'm noticing that my hands are shaking and I have to be moving around or doing something, I can't relax. This feeling for him is building up, I feel like exploding. I've even tried to avoid him for a while and but that didn't help and soon as we started seeing each other again, the feeling for him just keeps getting stronger, more intense.
And just today, when he came to work, I noticed he shaved his head. So I said,"Hey, what happened to your hair?", so he came into my office, standing next to where I was sitting, and started telling me of how much easier it is to maintain, and blah, blah. The next thing he does, "he takes my hand and says, feel my head", I was kind of like "Oh my God," but I go along with it. I start rubbing his head, "I say, "kind of scrubby", then he says, "Yeah but now feel here," and points my hand a bit lower almost to his neck, where the skin is real smooth, like baby ***. Now, tell me, what the heck is going on here. I think he's flirting with me or kind of coming on to me. Or am I getting the wrong idea? Please help. I personally think he's toying with me, He's feeling that I like him so he's playing games with my head. Or am I wrong. Is this normal everyday thing people do? Also, when we speak I see his eyes undressing me, going up and down my body. I'm not sure if that's intentional or what? Or maybe when he did that he wanted to see if this would lead to anything more? Maybe he wanted to see what I would do. To tell you the truth I just felt like grabbing him right there, right now. He is so hot.
By the way, I forgot to mention, he is black and I am white. And I've never had any kind of personal relationships with black man, so if anyone can give me any insight on them and what they are like and what they like, please let me know.
Thanks.