I wanted to ask if vampirism or werewolfs or anything like that can exist? About awakening of your true self and all that.
I had some wild visions of me attacking everyone in the room ( when I was at my friends birthday) beating them to near death and then biting them and drink their blood and I saw weird faces ugly ones and disturbing but I wasn't scared or anything I just felt I had power over them. Every time I see red stuff or hear anything about blood or even drink wine or juice with red color I feel the urge to do what I saw in the vision. Also when this happens I can smell someone's blood and actually see their veins everywhere on their body and when it comes to moonlight I get shocked when I see it.
My friend told me that some people have a locked part of themselves that contains the true self of someone. Gargoyle werewolf vampire etc.
Is it possible this is real and I might be something like that?
Thanks

No, it's not. You should spend more time on your real life and less time on your fantasy life.

You could also start by learning how to use a dictionary.

How old are you?

Has there been a history of mental illness in your family?

Sarah

I thought that April Fools was only on the first.

We don't have April Fools day all month long.

A lot of times, what you dwell on during the day makes an appearance in your dreams.

Are you "addicted" to the Twilight saga, Buffy-type movies and stories, vampire lore, fantasy games, etc?

If you're spending a lot of time watching/reading/playing these types of things, I would venture to say that yes, you're going to have vivid dreams and nightmares about them.

I wouldn't say that you're turning into one or have a repressed past... just that you're spending too much time immersed in this type of idea.

There really are people that make the same claims as you. They have vampire clubs.
Personally I would get a Priest or someone to pray this whatever it is out of your life.
You really need set free from it.

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No, it's not. You should spend more time on your real life and less time on your fantasy life.

You could also start by learning how to use a dictionary.

How old are you?

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Well I'm old enough but the fact is that I had these since I was 7 (less effective though)
I was born in moldavia-vlachia and I have similarities with Vlad Tepes as my mom and her priest told me. I have to admit they said there's something really wrong with me and even my doctors sometimes can't say what's really there... my psychologist described me as a very multiple character and he said that I have something dark inside me and if I ever set it free it will destroy those who surround me
Please tell me I'm crazy and its just my imagination. Facts leave no room for possibilities.
But is there a possibility?
Thanks

I heard of this problem somewhere in the Ukrain or Africa or somewhere. There was a big article on them being werewolves or vampires or something.
You need a Priest that specializes in exorcisms most likely.
You say you can see veins?
About a year or two ago there was a big story on this woman from Russia that could see peoples insides. She became a doctor because she could see exactly what they were suffering from.

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.my psychologist described me as a very multiple character and he said that i have something dark inside me and if i ever set it free it will destroy those who surround me

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I really don't think a psychologist would say this. However try going to a psychiatrist- they prescribe.

P.S. how old are you?


Sarah

I'm 21 well I don't think I'm mentally illl guys and come on I know what I see and what I feel is real. I tried sharing it in here with you all and what I get is funny answers from some...

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im 21 well i dont think im mentally illl guys and come on i know what i see and what i feel is real. i tried sharing it in here with you all and what i get is funny answers from some...

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Well 21 is different. There's a lot of weird tweens out there that want to be vampires.

Are you still seeing a psychologist?

Sarah

I believe in the paranormal. I don't know the validity of actual vampires and werewolves but I do believe there is some spiritual force that these legends came from.
I hope you find the right person that can give you the right help.
I do not think that getting on psych meds is the answer.

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I believe in the paranormal. I don't know the validity of actual vampires and werewolves but I do believe there is some spiritual force that these legends came from.
I hope you find the right person that can give you the right help.
I do not think that getting on psych meds is the answer.

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An exorcism may work but I believe schizophrenia could be an issue [only because I have a schizo mother].

I do believe in the paranormal world myself, I just don't believe in vampires, werewolves- where you can fly, change form and basically cartoon like characteristics.

Sarah

The people that claim they are vampires and werewolves do not claim they can fly any more than modern day witches claim they fly brooms.

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The people that claim they are vampires and werewolves do not claim they can fly any more than modern day witches claim they fly brooms.

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Maybe I've been misinformed but from the people I've talked to claim they can do such things. Maybe they are crazy.

--What do "modern-day" vampires/werewolves do?

Sarah

I don't know. I would ask them more about their flying... maybe they are talking about OBE or astral projection?

Here is a website of vampire clubs maybe the site will help
Vampire Meetup Groups - Vampire Meetups

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im 21 well i dont think im mentally illl guys and come on i know what i see and what i feel is real. i tried sharing it in here with you all and what i get is funny answers from some...

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If you believe you are a vampire or a werewolf (the plural is werewolves) or a gargoyle, capable of harming other people, then you need help. You yourself appear to be concerned you will harm someone.

Go to another Doctor; go to a Psychologist; go to an Exorcist; go somewhere before you hurt someone.

You asked what everyone thought and that's exactly what you got. You may not like it but you asked and were answered.

While everyone else seems out to make fun of you, I'll answer your question as civilly as possible. No, it's not possible for your to "awaken" your true self in the way you're thinking. One cannot become a gargoyle or werewolf. As for vampires, I am not so sure. I know some people who call themselves vampires because they go to a butcher shop, get some blood (which is free because the butchers have no use for it), purify it and drink it. Does this make them (or anyone else) a vampire? No, but if they think so then so be it.

As for "awakening your true self" you should study ceremonial magic. There are plenty of rituals (however complex) in order to reveal your true self. Hope that helps.

Well I must ask you if u read and/or adore fiction? Do u usually enjoy reading books about vampires and werewolves and magic? Its like an obsession in u that is reflecting on your daily life and it will affect u physiologically afterwards if its right that u read and like these stuff!

There are entities known as "shadow people" that have never walked the earth and will attach themselves to negative energy and are known for mischief and sometimes bodily harm.