We've been doing this for about a year now. I'm tired of it but I just ca-nt seem to let him go. He makes me mad all of the time now and then hell touch me and il forget all about it. And on top of that he has a girlfriend and he's older than me. I wonder if it's real love or just a physical attraction. I need to find a way to get over him.:(

I think reading the stickies at the beginning of this forum can help, there is a link in my signature.

Cutting all contact with him is where you start to get over him, and get your independence back, and breaking your addiction to him.

Hey,he has a girlfriend,she meets his friends,they make plans together..

You're the booty call,the sex,the bit on the side.
He does not love you,and he does not love her.

Get away from him, delete him from your life,your smart enough to know you need out.
You deserve better treatment then this.

There is more than one man who can make your eyeballs roll to the back of your head.

This guy is answering one need in you,what about the fact that you are more than just a sexual being ,but also need love,affection ,attention,caring,fidelity,honor,respect.

People will treat you the way you allow them to.You are letting him sway you with sex.

You are better than that and you deserve more.
Never allow yourself to be degraded by another human being.

It is not love!