It's a real big story m just putting up here in brief... I am bit reserved kind of guy, always use to get shy while talking with girls.. hence, never had ny girlfriend... n never felt desperately the need to have a girlfriend. I was happy and satisfied from my life.. had lot of dreams and ambitions... my hobbies.. my desires. And then one day I met a girl. Fall in love with her and my life got changed from that very moment. She never loved me but liked me a lot as a good friend. At one point of time I started feeling intensely about her. But then I understood that we can't force nyone to love. So I started taking her as a good friend. Though it was not a easy task for me... but then I got used to it. Today she called me and told that she is getting married next month. Suddenly I started feeling very depressed and sad. Don't know but I got this feeling that I should end this relationship now, so I told her that forget me and live your life happily. Because I can't see her spending life with sumone else. I don't have that strength to accept this fact that she belongs to sumone else from now onwards :(. We had a long discussion about this today. I was trying to convince her by saying that as destiny bought us together 2 yrs before... same way we'll meet each other in future again if it's written in our destiny. She told me that all this is crap and I can't loose u. I am totally screwed up... I don't know how to handle this situation now. How will I b able to cop up in future with the fact that she is married now and stay her good friend. I loved her like nything and did whatever I can do for her. I don't know whether nyone can take her place again in my life. This feeling is eating up me from inside and making me feel very weak :(
