After 3 years he is finally honest and breaks up with me
I found this website and thought it would be worth actually venting to and I hope I get some type of advice.
All right me and him were together for three years on and off every time we broke up it was for awhile then we got back together but this time I feel like it might be different :/ Hes in a band and he was practicing for his show Friday today and lastnight I told him I had a feeling we were going to breakup and he said no bla bla and was giving me really short answers about it , sometimes he is so amazing and sometimes he acts like he doesn't care? But anyway he kept being short all day today too but I thought it was just because he was busy practicing and I flipped out and I was like I don't know what I did to you that you don't want to talk to me etc.. And he still kept saying he isn't doing anything and he kept saying I don't know and then I called him and he started saying our realationship was messed up and stuff and he told me he loved me but isn't in love and he wants to be with someone he is in love with and wants to try different things and he said he never wants to be romantic with me and he loves hanging out with me but its like going to the movies and friend kind of stuff? I was so upset and I just kept saying so were broken up and he just said IDK then he finally said yeah he wants to breakup and I have been crying for seriously 3 hours straight :/ I love him more than anything and I just don't know what to do.. we've been through so much and it sucks that he told me that because he never has before and I asked him why he waited this long to tell me and he said cause he finally got the balls to and he always wanted to tell me but never want to hurt me and make me cry and he said he felt horrible but like ugh this sucks and I just wish it wasn't like this he means everything to me and now he just doesn't want to be with me ? We've been through everything and I don't think I can go on without him :/ I don't get how he could fake something for so long? Someone just please help me out.. I really have no one else to talk to.. I wish he would realise stuff and come back then I would be happy. He is amazing I don't think I will ever find someone like himskjdgksjdlg ugh this sucks