:confused: I have been getting constant negative thoughts, like I need to quit smoking in order for God to bless me... then I not audibly have a thought, get up you need to do this do that obey God if not your going to hell... im evil, I'm wicked, everyone thinks I'm a hooker, there's no hope for me.. I know in my heart its not true, but I keep getting these thoughts, and it seems the more I try to fight them the worse they get... then I start balling over the littlest things... I feel paranoid like other people are spying on me... alot of anxiety around people, its hard for me to relate to them I'm tired all the time and absolutely stressed out and miserable!! I feel like everyone looks down on me and is judging me... I can't seem to stop dwelling on the past.. I feel like it's the end of the world pleassse help.. I can't concentrate I have a really bad short term memory and I feel like everything around me has to do with me... what is going on?