hi, I'm 24 and my husbands 38, we have been together for 6 years, married for 3 of those years I have one 1years old girl with him, he has been married before and has had one kid to his x wife, anyway , I was happy anough withhim till lately I feel like I don't want to be with him sexualy, unless I'm totally drunk, and I feel like I have traped my sef by having a kid, I am starting to want to go out with my mates, and I find myself looking at others guys , wating them. I have never felt like that . My husband does not allow me to go out with friends so I can't go out looking for any one to furfill my emptyness, I know it sounds wrong and rude? But can any one help me answer my feelings, whydo I feel like havingg sex withsome one else I love my husband , he looked after me since I was 17, but I think I love him as afather figure, I lost my dad at a young age? I don't know if that will help. But what should I do... and p.s... he looked after me when I ran away from home, I'm muslim , so I feel scread to look after myself to, that's why I'm still with him I guess, and I don't want to hurt him, OK so if you can help with any thing, even if you want to call me a slag please do hahah