Guess What Guys..
I Finally Moved on
I lived my life. the way I wanted it to be since I Transferred..
Met New Friends, new people, new faces :)
and here I go again.. Urging to fall.. even this time i could get hurt..
but I'm willing to stand up once I fall... So Here it Goes.
I shifted to this new school..
met new people..
I met this guy during an incident which wasn't suppose to bring us together.
But then we got to know each other..
we became close and friends.. tease each other..
laughed at jokes
until I realized He caught me by surprise..
I may not be able to say anything. cause I'm not sure with my decision.
Id rather wait till I figured it out.
Until one day
we were teasing each other.. just for fun. until he starting lowering himself..
saying he was ugly, and started saying stuff which normally a person would like you to think like that.. in a negative way..
so I had no choice but i made up a joke saying I liked him..
It all went well.. but then.. to find out.. he took it as it wasn't a joke... but then I knew
by that time I had already fallen for him..
but then I layed back because I didn't want to fall in then fall out once again.
after few days.. things change. I approached him to ask if something was wrong
but he said. with the confession of me liking him wasn't the problem..
And Now.. I Faced it an made it clear to myself that I'd only treat him now like I am his Younger sister, and he's my elder brother
when I met a friend.. they taught I crushed on him.. but I was just a close friend.. whenever he hurt me.. he was always there supporting my back.. even if he knew I liked him.. when ever he hurt me.. my other friend was there making me smile...
but now me and my friend got into a fight. and didnt talk to each other..
now I am sad.. and he cheered me up..
and everytime I talk to my bestfriend about the happening..
i can forget the happy time i had with him..
and they kept asking me
what do i feel towards him..
well..~ I myself can't answer it too..
they kept asking me
what if he liked you.. what would you do..
all I said was that.. he's my brother.. and I'm his Lil' Sister.
after few days.. he kept talking to me.. we had fun.. he called me his princess..
I called him my prince. They teased us.. but I said nothing.
recently hes been asking stuff.. about my past..
he's been so.. patient.. and understanding..
and when ever something slipped and i never continued he'd show that cute face i couldnt resist..
thats the question id like to ask you too..
do you think he likes me?..
what can I do? to know what I feel?
