:confused: :( Hi I really have a couple questions to ask and that's because I'm really going through some negativity rightnow.I asked 1 psychic before and she said there was too much stufe going on around me and she coudnt help so I'm still at the same place.my boyfriend just left me after 2 years and I wanted to know would he try to come back or do I need to move on and someone else would come along because he left me hurt and confused and I don't know where to turn.1 more thing that's really important me and that's my music that's what keeps me going beside my son.do you see how I can go about getting some exposure with that,do I have to travel or make certain contacts I don't know.I just know I want all this negativity to go away because it really feels like there's a lot of obstacles blocking me.If someone can help please do.anything would help me see the light! dob-2-26-85

I'm not a psychic, but I hear the hurt and despareration in yor post. How long has yor b/f been gone and why did he leave? A little more info would be helpful (I told you I'm not a psychic and I will understand if that's what you would prefer.)

My boyfriend just left me 2 weeks ago and the reason he gave was an excuse to me.I found out he cheated but then he just left I would think he would try to work it out but he acts like I'm not here.thats how I'm so confused he didn't even give me closure

I don't believe in waiting around on maybes, not with a child involved. If you know whee he is then a talk is needed not just for closure but to arrange for the care of his child. Its kind of soon to write him off and I would hate to tell you that you don't need this drama but since I really don't know either it would be in the interest of you and your child to get a child support order in place and really think about leaving this cheater out of your life. Talking with him would be my advice without a lot more info. Sorry I couldn't be more helpful. I wish I did have pschic powers.

Thank you for replying even though your not a psychic I know someone will reply to it that is I hear from him once and he didn't have nothing to say.and I hate this drama!

First of all, we all need to experience certain negativity. Certain amount of positive. We all have different paths to take and we need to learn from this paths. Bumps in the road, big rocks are building blocks to a stronger person. You rely on what other people tell you and you always rely on other people to tell you what your path is. Why is that? You do not need to know a phychic to tell you that Your boyfriend is gone. Not your boyfriend anymore and what you need to do is. Acknowledge that experience. Deal with it and then move on. Do not look for him coming back. That is not right for you. You need to make decisions in your life for yourself. Meditate on keeping your mind calm and clear. If you drown yourself with negative thoughts you are actually attracting those negative life lessons towards you. It is all in the outlook of life. How you look at things that will make a difference in your life. So stop. Clear, open, air out. Breath deep and do focus on your kids, focus on your health and remember it is important for you to make decisions that are best for you and your family.

Joe

I had to think about this one and was confused since you have 3 post on the same subject. Go to the court and get child support and get over this guy. He is a loser and too immature to be in your life. Raise your child and get into your music and get a healthy life. It may be hard to do but stay with the positive and leave the negative behind.

Sounds like you're pretty stressed, have you simply tried meditating on the subject, like, just simply sitting down and clearing your mind of every thought in your head?

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Originally Posted by STAR_2006

:confused: :( Hi i really have a couple questions to ask and thats because im really going through some negativity rightnow.i asked 1 psychic befor and she said there was too much stufe going on around me and she coudnt help so im still at the same place.my boyfriend just left me after 2 years and i wanted to know would he try to come back or do i need to move on and someone else would come along because he left me hurt and confused and i dont know where to turn.1 more thing thats really important me and thats my music thats what keeps me going beside my son.do you see how I can go about getting some exposure with that,do i have to travel or make certain contacts i dont know.I just know I want all this negativity to go away because it really feels like theres alot of obstacles blocking me.If someone can help please do.anything would help me see the light! .dob-2-26-85

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Choras:
You can't control the rap,
The rap is the beat,
Don't you see,
I don't control the rap,
The rap controls me,
You can't control the rap,
Its just to cool,
Anyone who thinks there cooler,
Is just a flipping fool,


Look at me do you see what I see,
The future eminem feminem,
Nah,
the black dagger,
Its my new rap name,
My new game,
Not the same fame,
I'm not lame that's insane,
In the chain of Nylanders,
Not one has chosen this profession,
s' my confession I'm the first one,
The first son of a Nylander,
To be a rapper,
If I didn't make it my whole life would be a shatter,
And the people who hate rap,
Who do that,
Are the moodiest,crudiest,
Undudiest,
Old fools,
There like drool,
Being looked at in the street,
In the kind of way,
You know the one that says,
You a pain in the backside,
And that side,
The rap side,
Is the one I'm taking I'm not fakin,
I really believe in rap,
If there was none my life would sap,
Slowly,
No,
Quickly,
Nearly as quick as,
Rap its self,
And my health will leave me,
I wouldn't be I couldn't sleep,
I would be gone for eternity,
That is me you,
That is me,
What is me you,
Rap is me.]

(choras)

De rap its just the coolest thing on the surface,
Of the earths face,
So fast in slo-mo the rap can't go,
Yo,
The only thing its bad at huh,
Well anyway we've had that,
Pop,
Ye pop,
But were with r'r'rap now,
Raps got more wow,
Got more pow,
Don't ask me how,
I just know from raps tones,
I can feel it in my bones,
My mind just mouns,
For rap,
For that phenominem,
I go drop bombs on 'em,
When I start the rap,
I can't stop the rap,
I have know control,
I've given my soul,
Rap is me,
I am rap,
And that is what I live for,
Just give me more(echo)

Choras:

Ha its funny,
How rap makes money,
Money can save lives,
How easy it is to use knives,
For death,
Like macbeth,
Well rap can solve that,
Money for operations,
You just need a bit of patients(ha),
But what about the rap,
That's what we're talking about,
Join in the rap,
Stand up and just go shout,
Yo,
Cause the rap it blows my mind,
I can't unwind,
With the rap boomin in my ear holes,
All my fears of wierdos,
Who hate rap are done,
What's done has been done,
But rap isn't been done,
Its still goin' on,
s' bin here for a while,
But not lost its style,
That's what's great about it,
Its not had the slip,
Pop don't have the wit,
Rap has s' good music,
Rap, rap, raaaaaaaaaaaaaap.



As you can see I get over my depression with rap you can't really get over it without
Religen or something (in my case rap)so I think you should take up a religen or hobby

Move with your life sister, whatever goes, goes. Learn the learson an move on