I give up, life is to hard.
I can't do this anymore life is to hard I just want to give up everything. I hate myself and it gets to the point where I can't even touch myself because I hate myself so much. Everyone had such high standards for me and I want to go far in life I really do but I see myself going no where, because I have no hope I don't believe in myself. When my mom told me she cheated On my dad I lost all faith in everything I realized I can't trust anyone and closed myself off from a lot of people. I wish I could be close to my mom I wish I could tell her how I feel but I can't. I can't let myself be close with get her anymore. Sometimes I wished iwas dead but I don't think I would ever kill myself.. I'm so stressed I just want to give up
I need motivation. I need hope. I need to know that everything will be OK.. or I don't know what I'm going to do.