He Blew Me Off, But I Know I Can't Exactly Let Go.
I was out with my new guy (not exclusive, we're seeing each other, physical relationship)just the other night and he invited me to his sports event which was yesterday, where he will be coaching. He reminded me a few times throughout the night and told me he wanted me to go. We parted ways and he called to make sure I got home OK and told me he would see me yesterday and will call me that morning. Never heard from him. But I did send him a text, knowing it may take some time for him to reply because he's coaching- asking if he's still at the event, how things are going, hoping I would get the invite again because I didn't want to just pop in without confirming that he still wanted me there. When I sent that text, it was only an hour after the event had started and it would be an all day thing. When he invited me, he even told me that even if I couldn't make it to the event, then he would still like to grab dinner afterwards when I'm available. So knowing this, I sent him another text a few hours later asking him if he would still like to grab dinner after his event. No reply... Nothing at all yesterday, nothing today. Not even an apology or explanation, which surprised me. Because even though he's been a bit flakey before, I would eventually hear from him by the next day.
I know he will eventually contact me because this is how he is unfortunately but when he does, if he doesn't have a good explanation, do I let him know he's an jerk and tell him I want nothing to do with him anymore because I'm getting tired of it? Or should I just ignore from now on and give him no explanation, and hope he will stop contacting me?
BIGGEST PROBLEM: I'm still so incredibly attracted to him and can't stop thinking about him, so to be honest, I don't want to give him up, yet I don't want to be blown off like this.