I was with my ex for 4 years and have a 3 year old daughter with her,it was good to begin with then she started going off sex I later found out she was working as a prostitute. I loved her that much I stayed with herin the end she had me begging for sex and just laughed at me with her friends, she even had sex with my cousin for 40 pound. I ended up having a nervous breakdown and left the town broken, I still have nightmares about her laughing at me and have tried to kill myself 3 times, I'm filled with anger and hate and pray every night that she will die, its been 12 months and I still don't see no way out, I don't sleep and constantly cry I just can't get over it and wish 4 some kind ov revenge I still text her 10 times a day telling her I hate her but can't stop! I don't know what else to do please help!

And why have not ( did not hear the words) go to court, get custody of the child and give the child a good life

That's sounds bad. I;ve had bad relationships. Go to some kind of therapy, maybe even a codependence support group, and work through it to move on. I don't think medication is good most of the time, but see a doc and see about panic attack medicines maybe becauase it sounds bad. If she prostituted and did that to you, you could get better. Go to some groups and get confidence back and meet someone new and take care of your kid because she sure can't being a hooker.Hope this helps you out. Suicide is never the answer.

Get some help as this is serious.

You have a couple of unfortunate problems.
First, this girl is obviously no good, judging by the little that you have written about her.
Second, if none of your suicide attempts have worked, maybe its not meant to be... so stop trying to kill yourself... you have a child... think about her.
Third, save yourself some face, STOP texting her and telling her you hate her- because I doubt that is soing much except making you seem like someone who hasn't gotten over anything in those 12 months.. which is the case from what I read.
Fourth- revenge is for soap operas and the unemployed... and wishing a person dead may be somwhat normal when you hate them... but as long as you don't do anything within your power to carry out such a fate on someone else... then go ahead, and wish all you want... but don't get REVENGE.
Fifth, as a prostitute she seems less likely to be fit to care for your daughter... but from what I read neither are you, so fix yourself up... get some therapy man (you need it). Get a hobby or meet some new people, something to get your mind off this woman, she doesn't sound so amazing for you to give her so much attention.

Think about your daughter, she is what matters... not you or her mother.

Good Luck!

Hmmmm... this is not a question to be answered here.

Seek in-person help.

She turns tricks for money and you want revenge? Life has already got revenge for you. Now, go to a therapist, and get your child away from her. You are lucky not to be around her, accept that luck, cherish that luck, and be happy that you don't have to sell you soul for a few bucks like she does.

I have been at that point when I got my heart broken for the first time ever. I remember having all those feelings and not having control over them. I thought of suicide but never tried. I couldn't eat I was 140lbs because of my lack of eating I got down to 98lbs. I couldn't function, I couldn't work, I couldn't get out of bed. I didn't think that I would ever get through it. Eventually I had to get on medication because I got to the point where I couldn't cope. As time passed it got easier. I had to make myself fell better. I had to realize that he wasn't laying in his bed everyday crying over me, he hadn't lost not one pound over me, he didn't loose his job over me. He's not losing sleep over me. And eventually that power that I let him have over me I begin to take it back. When I was going through that break up no one could tell me anything to make me feel better. But my mom told me that that break up for me was a blessing in disguise and that I may not see that now but I would see it later. And here I am 10yrs later thanking the lord I am not with that man. I wanted to answer to tell you that eventually it will get better it takes time but it will come. You have to take your power back. She's not crying over you, she's not losing sleep over you. You need to be the best you that you can be because you have a little girl that you need to raise, you need to be strong if not for you but for your daughter so you can set a good foundation for her so she won't end up like her mother. You may not see it now but eventually you will see that not being with her is a blessing in disguise. It took me a long time to accept that. But it does get better. No one in this world is worthy of your life. If you were not here tomorrow her life would go on and where would you be? Where would your daughter be? Take your power back broken25. The best revenge is success!

I'll personnaly go to some counseling.. the case sounds very very serious when wishing death on someone

Thank you all so much for your advise I am receiving medical tratment and have no way of contacting her,I am giving myself another 12 months to restart my life and become a better person thank you so much everyone for yor advise xx

Good for you!! I'm happy for you! Take care of yourself and stay strong:)