crazy crush. Affecting freindship.i think
okay so I kind of really really really like this guy, and no matter what he does I can't seem to stop, I don't know how to ,it seems impossible for me to stop. I know he doesn't really care much about me but still... I try to avoid him and sometimes when he's two feet away from me and knows I see him I don't bother talking or saying hi cause I know I make things awkward wayyyy to awkward. I used to be cool with him and like talk about any random stupidity and even if he found it stupid I wouldn't care but now it seems so hard for me not to care. I really like this guy and there's no way in hell that I'm going to ever tell him, I just don't know how to get back to the friend state, I think I seriously need help cause I feel like I'm pushing him away as a friend and maybe whatever else I want... HELP ME PLEASE, ANY ADVICE WILL HELP!