I've just seen my first love today.
Im in so much pain, we've had no contact since just before christmas.
I feel like I'm back at square one, he looked so gorgeous, and just how I remember.
We waved at each other as we walked past not even like a smile wave. More like a unsure wave.
Just hurting me so much how friends can become strangers,
We had so many good times, and laughs, he's the first person I slept with, we brought each other presents and stuff for christmas and birthdays, and now what...
a wave.
x(
I just don't want to be back at square one, I can't stop thinking about him.
He never hurt me, or treated me like dirt.
We break up was awakard and complicated but it wasn't bad, we just agreed on having space, and it just faded out to the point were I feel he doesn't care.
And I do care but I can't see him as a friend so what's the point :(
