What am I meant to do about my friends?
In the winter half term I was completely ignored by my "mates". I absolutely love them to bits, they are the funniest people I have ever met! Thing is I'm starting to wonder if they want to be my friend, they don't seem to care at all. Every time I called them up, they wouldn't answer or would make up an excuse. Then came new years eve, one of them has a big family party every year and this year she invited my 2 other mates and not me. :(
I was really really upset and to be honest I think slightly depressed.
So going back into school we all get on again, maybe not as good as we used to but I'm still getting on with them.
And then yesterday, me and my mate had the funniest conversation ever over the phone, so much so I made her wet herself. I got asked to go out with them today, but so far nobodies called, and I've now called them all, no replies, there parents say their out.
I think I really need to make new friends
But I can't I can't imagine being mates with anyone else
And my confidence has been knocked so much that I don't think I can make new friends
Nobody else is like them, nobody else is like me, or even close to it apart from them.
And what annoys me more is I don't even know what I've done wrong.
I need some serious help, I don't know what to do anymore, it feels like it would be easier if I just died, see if they cared then! :D