I love him but I ve thought about cheating on him
I don't know how much more I can take, I feel very sexually frustrated. Yes part of it is my fault because I haven't told him how I felt but I would think he should know by now after purchasing books and fun sex games. The only thing he said was that... I'm crazy about sex which is true I love everything about it so not having much of it really sucks ANyway I don' t want to cheat, I have been cheated on before, I would never want to hurt anyone like that and thinking about it makes me so sad but I know there is a problem I mean both of his ex's girlfriends cheated on him. I'm feeling very gross and insecure.
I always wanted to do like a strip show for him but I'm so afraid that he won't be turned on and I’ll end up embarrassing myself?