Ok, to start this is extremely weird for me to ask this, its kind of embarrassing.

Here it goes.

I don’t feel like a woman because I do not have full breasts…. IS THAT WEIRD?! I feel like my boyfriend isn’t completely happy because they are fake… yes I got fake ones as soon as I turned 18, that how obsessed I am about having breasts. I don’t feel sexy at all, but everyone I know thinks I am so beautiful… but I just don’t see it…

All I think about it how much happier I would be if I could just have real breasts.. my boyfriend is always grabbing me and he tries to squeeze them and I have to tell him ”OUCH!” cause there not real and grabbing them doesn’t feel that great! But he is a kind of man that is OBSESSED with boobs! He really is, and so I just feel like crap because I don’t have full naturally ones for him. But besides him, I have always felt this way… I stare in the mirror naked all the time just trying to picture myself with full breasts… and I usually end up breaking down and crying…. Wishing I never got implants and I just want to feel like a real woman, with curves and breasts…. My mind is my worst enemy and I don’t know what to do??

Has anyone ever experienced anything like this??

I looked at your past posts and concerns. Have you ever discussed some of your "worries" and feelings with a trained professional?

I agree with Judy.

You should be yourself. A great boyfriend does not ask for more then he have. If he really loves you, he wouldn't ask for more then there already is.

If he ever complains about it, than you really should get a new boyfriend, one who cares and loves you the way you ARE. Not complaining about things that you don't have.

You need to accept yourself for who you are.Your body is just the shell that houses the person.
If you are having such a traumatic reaction to your body as to cry,you need to seek professional help.
This is not normal but not uncommon in our body conscious society. There is help for people that suffer from a body image disorder.
I think it would be in your best interest to seek professional help.No one should have to live in that much pain.

I think your worries stem from something else
Perhaps you were neglected by your parents in some way. If most people are telling you that you are beautiful maybe they are right. You eventually have to come to a point where you fell comfortable under your own skin or else you'll be depressed your whole life. Change what you focus on most of the time and you'll find your negative feelings will fade away.

I have to agree with everyone else, time to get professional help.

You seem obsessed about your outward appearance, until you can accept yourself for who and what you are you won't be happy.