I don't know what the right thing to do is.
I have a had a tumultuos relationship with my ex (if any of you have ever read Wuthering Heights we are like Cathy and Heathcliff). Anyway things finally came to a head. Now I have two choices. I can make the effort(with him too) and talk about all our problems, maybe go and see a counsellor, put the past behind and forgive him. Not go out with him EVER again, maybe not be friends but be at peace with him and myself, and be amicable, I don't know if he's really worth it because he has done so much wrong.
On one hand I think he is though. The relationship I had with him is the closest I've ever had. Anything worth having is worth working hard for, and if I leave things unsolved now and never talk to him again which is the other option all this anger I've been feeling for the past 2 years will just carry on. I am EXHAUSTED with being angry, exhausted.
I am lost, I've been searching my mind and heart for the right answer and I flit from one to the other. Do I make the effort to start afresh on account of someone I love with all my heart. Or do I COMPLETELY just walk away because he has used up MORE than all his chances to do right by me...