Edited for some lousy spelling

I am deeply sad.. I'm depressed.. I live in sorrow... I'm 17 yrs old.. the only reason I'm writing here is because I don't have friends to talk to... I think I'm deeply in love with someone who I think doesn't love me back.. he's my classmate. But for some reason we don't ever talk not even as friends.. I've always been the unique different kind of girl... I refuse to show him that I love him.. at first I thought he likes me.. because he would do stupid stuff to get me yell at him or sth.. but then I noticed that if he likes me.. he would've at least showed me.. but I don't think he does.. I mean I don't know... no evidence.. should I forget about him?? Its hard I see him everyday... and when I see him I try avoiding him just so he doesn't look into my eyes because I know if he does he'll easily read in my eyes that I love him... I love him secretly.. I told no one... a lot of guys in my class like me.. they flirt with me and try to get my attention all the time.. and he sees all that.. he never shows anything at all... and we both don't have the courage to talk or to even become friends.. I feel unfortunate...

He sounds a bit immature and shy, and its nothing wrong with asking him what's up, and then you won't have to trip over what he is feeling. Start as friends and talk with him, or you may never figure him out.

It makes no sense to wait, and assume, and then worry over it later, when you can just go right to the source.