Need advice on how to get in touch with an old boyfriend from, are you sitting down? almost 20 years ago. I broke up with him and it was a big mistake. I am married now to someone else but I've never stopped thinking of this boyfriend. I know it sounds crazy, but I feel I need to let him know this and to tell him that I realize now that I'd made a big mistake back then and that he was right. At the time I did not even give him a chance to have anything to say in the matter. I actually have his phone number and address and I do not think he is married at this time. I can't rest 'til I at least get to speak with him one more time before either he or I leave this earth, even just as friends, and to tell him I am sorry. If he tells me to buzz off, that is OK too. I need closure of any kind. What is the best way to do this, being that I am married and cannot start a relationship with the ex but still need to fix this whole thing?
Thanks.