do i have a mental disorder?
I don't sleep as much as I used to, can't concentrate on on some things I don't trust any one (even my family) sometimes I don't like it when they know how I feel, friends is a lie, love is a lie (being alone sucks), a year ago I used to cut myself after I stopped I started to see a black dot in my left eye it still comes and goes when I used to have friends I felt like I had a connection with them even when they were not there I'm not interested in people I can't relate to when something horrible happens I block it out and I don't really remember, sometimes I don't pay attention when people are talking to me I have a lot of trouble telling people what I'm talking about people often misjudge what my expressions or emotions are I almost became anarexic (im over it now) sometimes it takes me a few days to know if I'm sad or mad about something it's like my emotions and myself aren't always connected