OK so when my not quit husband looks at me or touches me I can feel the love. When I talk to others about what he means to me I can't stop from uncontrolable sobs. I love this man. Short history is first date was aug. 21 2007 moved intogether oct. 1 2007 we each have 3 kids from previous marriages and neither of us have ever felt this way or moved so fast and made so many rash way to quick impulsive decisions. Neither of us has looked back or regreted these moves.
OK so if I believe this why am I so insecure why do I think he's not happy or doesn't love me he was separated for 5 years and dated several women, never did he move one in let his children bond or put a ring on someone's finger. He has me! He tells me he loves me like he's never known possiable why can't I believe him. Well I do when he's here but when he's gone...
I even quit my management job March 08 so I could be a stay at home mom was that the right decision, is he only keeping me here because he feels bad for talking me into that and knowing that was my career and its gone am I here to do his laundry and feed the 6 kids or am I here because he wants my by his side his partner in life.
He is a flirt and has been since our first date, he likes to keep contact with exs and flirts with them. I love this man but should I trust him, he is one of a kind and the way he makes me feel I never knew was possiable! My insecurities are going to push him away how do I control this.
OR IS IT FOUNDED FEARS AND SHOULD I RUN