Originally Posted by
malenymph13
I do not want to be a member of this world. Not in a depressed way, but this world is just so boring in the grand scheme of things. I am not attached to anyone or anything and everything makes too much sense. I do not believe that this is enlightenment because enlightened people usually know what is going on, especially with themselves and are generally happy to be a piece of the big picture. I feel that I have no heart and that my soul is bitter. Any ideas how I might be able to fix this or maybe even find out what it is?