I am abused sexually during my childhood by my cousin and brother. I couldn't say anything to anyone at that time bcos I was scared though I'm mentally disturbed. That has left me with lot of depression and stress. I felt very lonely as my father and mother don't show their affection to me. My father never speak with me lovingly.Later on I came to know from my sister that she was abused sexually by my father itself.I felt heart broken and don't feel like trusting anyone. I met a guy who showed real love and affection and got attracted to him. I really love him madly and deeply. But now my parents are arranging marriage for me. I said that I'm in love with this guy but they didn't agree to it as he is from different caste and religion. I lost trust on people due to my childhood incidents and don't feel like marrying an unknown guy.I feel like marrying my loved one.but everyone is opposed to it even though I narrated my fears to them.I feel like committing suicide and don't feel like living with someone I don't wish.

Hi, dipa123!

For people to help you best here, it would help to know at least your approximate location, what you mean by caste and also any religious affiliations that might be involved.

This site operates on an international basis. If you provide more information, then it will be more likely that someone will be able to advise you the best because of knowing about the laws, beliefs and customs for where you're located.

Thanks!

I am from India.I am a christian and the guy I love is a brahmin.Their parents agreed for our marriage as they value their son's opinion but my parents are totally against to it. As I explained my fears to you. I can't marry an unknown guy bcos of my childhood impact. I really love this guy and know him from past 10 years. I am going through a very depressive phase right now.I feel like taking sleeping pills.Please anyone out there help me out.