I have mother who worries a lot about the place we live because the crime level pretty high.I go out on new year I tell her that I'll go to a café
But ı wasn't going to go there. I was going to a bar/nightclub.I lie to her about that.She let me go and I felt so sorry the other day when ı come home
She was smiling and asking me did I have fun from the bottom of her heart.Actually I didn't do anything very wrong I didn't use any drug
Or sleep with someone ı just lied about the location.So I tell about this to my big sister that I wasn't at the café and she made me feel worse she put
A look on me like I'm a terrible person.I know her lies she did much worse things than I did and when she told me her lies I never judge her like this
Or I never make her feel guilty that much. I really go mad when she talks to me like that on that day.I can't stand the way she talks to me like I always do
Do things like that.I can't stay at home and get bored just because of my mother worries I'm young and I'll never be at this age again I just wanted to have fun
I don't like lying to my mom and my sister treating me like I'm a really bad daughter I really hate her right now because I never made her feel
Like this when she done things like that.I want to talk to her but I know she will never listen to me what should I do to banish my hate?

For one how old are you? Two: do not lie to your mother what if there were some kind of emergency that she needed you and could not find you? Just because your sister did bad things does not mean that you can. She is also being so judgemental because she does not want you to make the same mistakes that she did she is your sister and she loves you. So don't take it to heart she is trying to do what is best for you. So try to let it go.