I am depressed, stucked in between what to do and what not
I am 33 year old woman maaried for 8 years having a 3 year old baby; my husband is very loving and loves me much I can even imagine. I hate being a complete house wife which I am playing for 4 years as I left my job becoz of taking care of baby. I can not rely on any baby sitter, and also can not join any company that is far from my house; Day by day I am compromising with myself and the situtation I made and getting stucked into it. I am feeling that I made mistakes by marrying and more over having a baby; and this feeling constantly making me guilty thinking that how unhuman I am. I do not love working in the kitchen as well as being at home for 24 hrs; But I am also afraid and feeling insecure going out side leaving my child at home. I am torned by my own contradiction. Please Help Me