I broke up with my ex-boyfriend 2 years ago. Last week, I out through a mutual friend that he is getting married in May 2009. Now, let me be clear- I do not want this man back, but this infuriates me. I was in love with this man for 4 years and I put a lot of work into the relationship. When I realized that this man did not want the same type of relationship that I wanted, I broke it off and never looked back. He was selfish and stubborn and we had poor communication issues. I found out that he started dating his fiancée while I was still with him, which makes him a cheater. Our mutual friend showed me pictures of my ex and his fiancée on vacations, family dinners, and at social events. We never took a vacation together although he promised that he would take me one day. I hurts to see that he took her on one. I left the relationship thinking that he was incapable of having a successful relationship, but now I realize that he was incapable of having a successful relationship with me. Ouch! What a shot to my ego. I am losing sleep over this now. I'm mad that the man that I was crazy about is getting married. I used to fantasize about walking down the aisle with him and having kids. I'm mad that he cheated on me while we were together. I know time heals all wounds, but I desperately need to get over this. I feel like I'm going out of my mind.