I feel like killing myself because my life is slowly falling apart what should I do I have no one to reach out to

You have people to talk to here. Suicide is not the answer. You have no idea what it does to the people you love and who love you.

Where do you live? There are groups that you can join to talk about your feelings.

If you really wanted to kill yourself you would not have reached out to us. Right now you need to stop whatever you are doing and call 1-800-273-TALK. They will help you. Please call now. Then get back to us - we can help too. CALL NOW!

I want to be happy. I used to be so happy and now I can't find my way out of this black hole I'm in. I just want to find out what I have to do to love myself again. I'm filled with so much hate towards myself and I don't know where to turn to.

How old are you?

Call the suicide hotline number listed above and they can also refer you to a counselor in your area. If you ever feel like hurting yourself call 911immediately. Also, you can go to your hospital for counselling.

Everyone falls into a black hole sometimes and you might feel like you can't get yourself out of it but you can. When this happens you can't think negative, think positive. Use words like "I can" instead of "I can't". Once you change the way you think you would see how you look at things differently. Why do you feel the need to kill yourself? What is going on? Have you been feeling depressed lately?

Again, call the suicide hotline or 911 whenever you feel like your going follow through?

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Originally Posted by jason thompson

i want to be happy. i used to be so happy and now i can't find my way out of this black hole im in. i just want to find out what i have to do to love myself again. im filled with so much hate towards myself and idk where to turn to.

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Has anything happened recently that you're not happy? I agree with everyone else here. Talk to a counselor so you can sort out your thoughts and start to feel happy again. I can tell you I've been there before. I was much younger than I am now, but I would talk to the school counselor as much as I needed to. I went through a lot in middle and high school.

Asalam u alikum mein suicide karna chahti hon muja sleeping tab bata dy koi jo pak me esay avalaible ho.