Where to find a good thereapist in San Diego CA?
About me: Female, 26 years old, never done any drugs or abused alcohol, don't smoke.
My Location: San Diego CA.
I seek: Anger mangmnt, Therapy, counceling, any government help program. I have no Insurance through work since I am a temp for a staffing agency with no benefits.
current problem: Anger towards my partner's smallest actions, I get mad for a whole day, I get mad over things most people would not bother with. I am stubborn, impulsive and super sensative. My emotions go from one extreme to the other. Example: have gotten so mad over a comment my partner may have said and I will shut out and be mad for a long time and wount let it go. Then I explode and I say "its over!" pack my belogings and head out the door. Without really wanting to. Have done it to my exbf 6 times already!
I do not like my emotions I am not happy and I don't know where this anger comes from I have been like this with every relationship, I give up to fast but I hate being alone.
I am different with everyone else. With my friends and co workers I am quiet and even have let them step all over me. I do have bad road rage though.
Possible Childhood Problems/Issues: was molested (never raped) by my older (by 2 years) cousin from a small age up until 13 y.o. My older brothers (10year diff) were always mean to me and insulted me calling me stupid, dumb, ugly. My dad was a great dad to me (in reality he is my step dad but I never felt he was my step dad) suffered a stroke when I was 10 y.o. when he came back from the hospital he was no longer nice to me and my mom he was rude and a pain to live with (I still loved and love him) he passed away from a train hiting him at 75 mph in 2005.
My biggest problem is not knowing what I want. When I'm in a relationship, I am not happy. When I am alone, I am worse!
If anyone knows where I can go find help for myself in my area please let me know an address, email, phone I don't care I need help!