I was married for almost 35years when he just walked out after another big bust up and I have not seen or heard from him since that day.. which was just over 4 years ago. My heartache was not over the break up and subsequent divorce but my sons who after a while deserted me one by one... I have not seen 2 for nearly 3 years and was not invited to their weddings.. one has been in contact recently and comes to see me but will not discuss anything about what happened.. I gave my whole life to them and have nothing at all now but memories of happy times and long for the closeness we shared before it all went up in a puff of smoke.. I am so lost and alone and try hard to reach out to them but mostly to no avail. Was my only sin that I loved and cared for them too much.. how do I move on without them and on my own??