I have always been a happy laid back kind of guy.But lately,I just haven't been the same me.I got this new job at UPS and I work the graveyard shift and I've been depressed ever since I started.I feel empty,alone,and I cry at times cause I just don't know what to do! I never really think about suicide Im just not happy with my life right now.. I stay up all night and just think about everything and I just want this to go away but it won't... Im 18 and I just wanted to hear some thoughts on this?