How wrong is using abortion as birth control
Im 32 yrs old and just had my 3rd abortion less than 4 months ago. I do not use birth control and I know this is why I'm getting pregnant. Its like I never learn my lesson. My past ones were just bad relationships, drugs were involved, wasn't in love, and I didn't think I was ready. I'm pregnant again from the same guy I had one with 4 months ago, we are not in love, always fight, and I just don't trust the situation. So I'm thinking of having another one. I know this is crazy, it's like I'm scared of growing up and taking responsible for my actions, but I want to my child the world, and I don't think I'm capable of it right now. I'm still in college, and I'm not ready. I don't know what I'm waiting for here. I'm getting old, and this could mess my body up to where I can't have any children at all. I don't even want to tell the guy. I don't know what to do?? I know this is not normal and should probably seek help. I'm just scared.