M first love, a huge deal, a lifee changing, thought occupying, time consuming love.
Long distance is a factor that.. sadly at a young age is hard to deal with. Differences were shown and at least for now, its not meant to be. I don't think it can ever be. And its hard to get over, but... I sometimes feel guilty of starting something new with someone because deep down I know I might not be over my first.. everything. I don't want to get hurt again. I want to give my heart to someone I know is worth it, and won't break it. But I'm afraid.

How old are you ? Did you actually ever meet and go out with the past love.

give yourself time to heal. You don't need to jump right into another relationship. This is the time you take for yourself to have fun with your friends, do the things you didn't do when you were in a relationship. You said yourself that it was time consuming so go out and do the things that you wanted to do but didn't have time for. It will be good for you! =)