What should I do? Should I talk to him?
I've known this guy(connor) since kindergarten or first grade, I was friends with him and 2 other guys. I never really got along with girls, I guess I was too tomboyish. We were really close, he was the only one I could talk to when my mother was drunk and my dad was at work. I guess in 4th grade we started to drift apart, I’m not sure why, we never got into fights or anything. By 5th grade I made friends with 2 girls who were new to the school. Right before 7th grade one of my friends moved to Washington and the other just stopped being my friend. I was awkward and shy when we were around each other. I had to go to another school for 8th grade since we couldn't afford another year at a private school. Half way through the year I couldn't handle being around people anymore so I started homschooling. My friend who moved kept in contact with me and told me she found connor's Myspace. I never wanted to stop being his friend, but I'm very shy around people. Should I give it a chance and message him? Or should I just give up and forget about it? I've never been as close to any of my other friends than him.
If it helps I’m 14 now and so is he.