Wife found out I was looking at porn.
Over the weekend, my wife of nearly 2 years found out that I was looking at porn while she was away for the night. I know that it hurt deeply and I'm so sorry for hurting her like that. I love my wife very much and I think she's the most beautiful person in the world. I'm very attracted to her and desire her immensly so it's not that she wasn't satisfying me or anything, she satisfies me very much. I know this sounds horrible, but I was bored and home alone so I looked at it, it wasn't anything crazy. I'm not addicted to it or anything, I don't look at it on a daily basis and I'll never look at it again and it won't be an issue. She is livid right now and just left to go home for a while and told me that she doesn't want to be married to me. She told her parents as well as mine, which made me very angry. I know why she's hurt and I understand which is why I won't look at it again. But is what I did that horrible? I mean every guy that I know looks at porn once in a while. Does this constitute cheating? I'm not looking for people to justify my actions, I really want to know what people think. Like I said, regardless what people say, I won't look at it again but in my case it's too late I guess. She's especially upset that I looked at particular people, she said that I "sought them out" which makes hurts her more. I mean I just looked at people that I knew of? Obviously it's moraly wrong but don't pretty much all guys do it? I would never cheat on her, or ever had the slightest desire to. I don't know what to do, I can't talk to her because she's so angry... she spit in my face and slapped me hard as hell several times when she found out. What can I do to show her that she's the only woman that I desire because she is?