Scared of death and religion
I'm really scared of dying ever since I was young and I still am young. When I think about it I think of what will happen I won't hear anything c or do anything at all then I get sad and scared and I feel sick and it feels worse the longer I think of it and I just can't handle it. In the past I've got depressed and thought of suicide then I thought of that and it happened again... also I don't like religion because its boring. I do believe in god and all that other stuff but its just boring and I don't like it at all... I don't know what to do but at time I have asked god for help and why he has done stuff for me etc... and well you I don't know what to do and I don't really want to go to councling because every time I have I went to a mental hospital...