I fell in love with an amazing man who is absolutely amazing. It makes me smile to think about him. I have never met a man who doesn't get angry. I grew up in a family where my father was always flying off the handle, screaming... hitting us when we were kids. My mother wasn't really around all that much. So we were kind of left with the nutcase. So as you can imagine I might find it odd to find a man who doesn't get angry. I've seen him slightly upset but that's more annoyance, that's never been pointed at me. He's far to mellow. I other hand am always keyed up about something. I'm not the nicest individual in public. I don't like putting up with people playing with me, messing with me. Sometimes I feel like he's doing just that. I don't get how he can remain so calm all the time even when people provoke him.
I love being with him. I have never considered myself truly beautiful and he makes me feel just that. He makes me feel smart and sexy and like a real person. I have enough self confidence of my own that I don't need him bringing me up but it feels so good. He feels so good in my life. A few weeks ago he left town. He won't be coming back and our goodbye was not a good one. Me not really into long distance relationships and all.
Before I met him I had plans to move to the town he just went to. I am a little uncomfortable with the prospect of seeing him again. I'm am very sure we will and I don't know how to feel about see him. I know I didn't give much info. On our relationship but I'd hate like h@$$ to end up like my mother with an abusive man. What is up with his lack of anger? You think I'm being too careful because of my background, or do you think he could be like daddy'o?