Im a mess.I don't feel well.Recently I have had crying spells for no reason.I think everything is wrong I think everyone hates me .I feel ashamed of telling anyone how I feel.I have tried dressing up everyday to see if it helps with my self estem.it hasent.I feel worse as the days go bye.I think somedays mabey if I'm not around everyone would be happier.I think the only reason I haven't done anything is cause of my kids.not even my boyfreind would stop me.I had written another blog the other day.I thought that would help me feel better writing about my feelings, but it didn't.I just don't feel right.something is wrong.am I crazy?

This should probably be combined with last week's post - there was some good advice given.

Here are a few sites to look into,at your convenience.

Depression Test: Online Depression Self Test and Depression Self Assessment

Welcome to depression.com

Look them over and write back,a lot of good people feel like you do,and we can assist you,if you really want to feel better.

KBC

It's depression. I feel like that sometimes too. It usually starts in the winter... when the days get shorter and its dark all the time. In the summer I feel great! So hang in there, you're not alone!!

Well I agree it could be depression.as well have your thyroid checked.your thyroid which is found in your neck area,your doctor would know,controls emotions as well as sluggish feelings and anxiety.it has a great impact on your body if it is out of whack.get it cecked and I would see your doctor for some blood work too.

I also think you might be dealing with depression, and even though you feel like your going crazy there are ways to get better and your not losing your mind.

I suffered from depression from the age of 11 until I was 22. And it really is terrible thing to deal with and I also thought I was going crazy.

There are a lot of really great people on this forum and I'm sure that there is hope and there is a way for you to get better :) we are here if you need to talk!