OMG like I totally need help. Me and my boyfriend have been together for 6 months and I like I go to school upstate and he's back in the city. We have been through a lot and lately I have been depressed. Shooolworkk was going down the drain and I was in deep depression. He doesn't trust me at all and if I had a friend in the room that was a boy his whole vibe would just change and he would ask me is I had sex and things like that. I just got mad 1 day and told him that I wanted to be friends and I didn't love him and a lot of mean things. I haven't spoken to him in 4 days and I tried calling him and he won't answer. What shouuld I do? I really love and miss him

whenever you see him think:i lost him. Your face will have a sorry look and if he cares for you he'll pity you and come back
Good Luck!

PS:your expression should be cute

Six months is not a long dating time And if you are going to school in a different part of the state, it is common for these relationships not to work.
All you can do is be honest with him