I really like the boy across the street. We have been hanging out all summer. No other girls have been around. We kissed one night it went one step farther and he asked me if there were going to be any akward feeling I said were only kissing. Everything stopped and he claimed he was not looking for a relationship and the neighbor thing bothered him. but he told me I totally turned him on and he could have so banged me.Several months passed no more kissing happened but he did a lot of flirting.(Can we get in the hottub naked, I was at his house and I had said to him you can see through my curtains,and he said and I like watching you get undressed) Anyway our 2nd kissing encounter with a sexy belly dance performed by me happened the other night. He still left my house and told me the neighbor thing really bothered him and he was not looking to get involved. I am so bothered and upset. I just am having a hard time with the fact that he left. He so could have taken advantage of me. I was a little tipsy but my feelings for him are real and I just let them out that night. I know he finds me attractive but I have never had or heard of a man walking out on sex. Is this fear of me living across the street being a real concern of his or is this just a gentle way of saying your not for me.Should I still hang out and be his friend ,try again when Im a little more sober, wait to see if he comes around or move on. I have a hard time turning off my feelings so moving on is going to be hard for me.