And it's only gotten worse. Every time I speak to my boyfriend I end up crying. I constantly think he is mad at me or cheating and he assures me he is not doing any of these things. I also get very worked up if he doesn't answer my calls or his text messages are very short or he doesn't respond at all. I guess I don't really trust him, but I don't trust anyone.
Also, nobody believes I am insecure. I act very confident. But that is all it is, and act, a mask. I cry all the time. I have been on several medications to no avail. I am resuming counseling. This is how people think of me : MySpace.com - ☠Her Imperial Viciousness☠ - 18 - Female - westMONSTER, Maryland - www.myspace.com/sniperbaby

As you can see, I really do act cocky and such. I just don't know how to make it a real feeling and not just a role.

We all feel insecure at times. It's normal. You need to spend a little time concentrating on the things you like about yourself. Make a list and read it every morning.

My friends and I have something special we do when we are feeling down. We go around the room and say something we admire about each of the other people. Sometimes your surprised by admirable traits that you didn't even realize you had.