I am not a player. I just have a fairy tail version of a relationship in my head and I get hurt easly
There are 2 girls I love them not like the one I dated about 2 years back, but both of us never got over each other (girl 2), the other I am dating (girl 1) it has been just over a year but I am not myself around her but (girl 2) I am myself and she likes doing what I like do but (girl 1) we just dating for the sake of dating but there is love. What must I do

Since it is doubtful you can have both, you must decide which is the one you want to be with the most and try for her.

Girl 2 sounds better, you won't have to sress over being different all the time around her, tell her how you feel, see how she takes it, if she takes it good go for it boy, don't waste time thinking when you could be kissing one of them.

Make a list of all the good things about both of them and compare the lists. It might help you decide.

Well then you don't "love 2 girls" but only one and you're currently dating the wrong one... What's so hard to figure out what to do?

OH MY GOD You're JUST LIKE MY EX! AND IM GIRL #2!

You should be with the one you really love.
At this point its not about hurting the girls, because I'm sure you've already hurt at least one of them with this situation, this is about you being true to yourself and who you love and want to be with!

You're simply wasting everyone's time by being with someone you don't feel like yourself with and just aren't into as much as you should be.

Be a good guy and stay truthful to you.

Who knows, maybe you should just be single for a bit?

This is a decision only you can make and maybe your have a clearer head if you leave both girls alone in order to decide who you want.

Btw, you should never become involve with someone when your not over someone. That will only keep you from giving your all to the next person you become involve with. Whatever you decide you have to live with it by coping with the decision you make.