Hi everyone. I first of all have a confession. I was on here roughly three months ago and I was contemplating an abortion. Which I feel sick I ever considered and I am so so glad I couldn't go through with it. So just had to fess up first of all.:o
Anyway we have our first scan next week. I will ( well think I will be ) about 13 weeks. I'm so so scared about the scan. I love this baby more than I've ever loved anything before. I feel so bonded and close to it. I'm so frightened I'm going to go to the scan and there be nothing there. Or the doctor say the baby has died. I'm so trying to be positive because I no stress isn't good. And I'm being so silly as all the typical syptoms like sore chest, sickness and fatigue are still reminding me daily I'm pregnant. I don't no if its because my cousin just lost her baby and its all a bit close to home. Is it normal to feel like this? Anyone around the same point in there pregnancy and feeling the same?!
;)xx

Yes, it is perfectly normal to feel excited and nervous for a baby, especially if you're a new mother. Don't worry about your baby dying; concentrate on keeping yourself healthy and happy. An unborn child will feel the negative effects of an unhealthy mother.

I'm glad you have decided to keep him/her. I know it will be a blessing to your life.