I'm want to be adopted but I don't to hurt my family I'm not sure what I want I'm unhappy alone and I cry myself to sleep should I just talk to them or what because I'm edge I not trying hurt but if it worse I'm to leave and hurts is they love me but can't dill with this my mom been having weird head ach and stuff that hurts me I feel motherless and I wonder why she treat me like this and I can't take it I'm on the edge please tell me if I should them or just do it:(