I'm in love. No doubt about it. I'm 17 and I've been with this guy for about 6 1/2 monthes and its been really hard. My parents recently divorced and I started partying and stuff. I drink just about every weekend. My boyfriend absolutely hates it. He doesn't trust me because once I start drinking I get a little "touchy" with people. I don't want anybody else, I seriously don't.. but a few times I've drank without him and stuff happened that I feel aweful about. I know that the first time should've been a huge wake-up call for me to quit drinking without him but it obviously didn't. This last weekend I cheated on him for the 2nd time and I want to quit drinking but am afraid I can't. He hears that I cheat on him but I lie. He told me that if I ever cheated on him that he'd break up with me. I'd much rather lie and have him in my life than tell him the truth and lose him... Is that bad?
I really need help.